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AAAAAHHHHHHHH... i don't want to do this anymore. i just want to curl up in a corner for 3-4 months and wallow in a cacoon of selfpity. i'm not motivated to do anything. in theory i should finish my degree this year but with only 6 weeks left the chances of that happening are slim to none. i just don't want to be a pharmacist or a chemist or a scientist.

i don't want to do it and you can't make me. i was trying to tell my mum tonight because i'm changing my course and going to another uni and i said i wanted to do fashion design and she told me the say thing she always does anyway it's just really depressing knowing what you want to be but have no support or means to do so.

i know science has a "good future" and it's "the smart thing to do" but it's not what i want... you would think that was important. i can see where mum and dad are coming from [my older sister spent 4years at uni training to be a gold and silversmith and has spent the last 10 years cleaing hotel rooms around australia]... anyway *sigh*

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