nothing new to tell and nothing else to say

the end

a week before our holiday

a month before our anniversary

and now it's gone away

i don't know what to do

i don't know what to say

legs and arms in awkward places

hearts in throats and tears

misplaced

thrown about like a celebration

i'm not angry i'm not sad

i'm sort of relieved

very scared but kind of happy

ultimately confused

because of what happened

to you

what happened to us

i don't know

what to think

what to say

can't drink can't stay

can't remember can't forget

can't lookback no regret

i still miss you

as a friend

as a person

as someone who was my everything

who helped me with so many problemswith so many things

there are no words for everything

you said you did

the good the bad

the happy the sad

all of it in the past now

i'm forever changed because of you

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