nothing new to tell and nothing else to say

the end

i could bite the head off a chicken right now. seriously gagging for things that i can't have or won't happen.

i saw him on the weekend. he asked if i wanted to talk , i was drunk [had been drinking since 10am]and slightly stoned, mostly i think i just cried and he went home. i don't really remember what we spoke about, i think we hugged briefly.

the next day i got an email from him saying he wants to be friends. but i think it's one of those things where he doesn't actually want to be friends, he just wants me to not hate him or whatever so he doesn't feel guilty about what happened. it would take some effort to do this not just an email. but i'm willing to be proved wrong.

i got the apology i needed.

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